Series: The Dutiful Son Part III
Title: Filling the Void
Author: Darkestangel
Summary: Caldwell attempts to fill the void left by Sumner
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Pairing: Sheppard/Caldwell
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: The Intruder, Trinity, and Conversion
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. I am only borrowing them from the brilliant creators of the show, MGM, and the Sci-Fi Channel.
Author’s Notes:
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Sheppard’s Quarters 20:00 hours:
“Colonel Caldwell, I wanted to thank you for assuming command while I’ve been incapacitated. I do appreciate your help,” John began. He looked up into the cold eyes of Caldwell who stood straight with his arms behind his back, “but I don’t agree with all of the changes you have made or the ones that you are proposing.”
Caldwell wasn’t surprised to hear Sheppard’s reluctance to the changes, “What exactly do you have a problem with Colonel?”
“Well for starters, you have Zelenka moving out into the field with Major Hann.”
“I don’t see why that is an issue. He needs to do more field work,” Caldwell reasoned.
“He needs to be here incase something happens to McKay. We can’t risk having both of our top scientists out in the field,” John calmly explained.
“I realize that Sheppard. That’s why I want to leave McKay on Atlantis and assign you Harris instead.”
John was flabbergasted, “What?”
“Ever since that disaster with the Ancient weapon on Doranda, I have had second thoughts on his inability to not let his arrogance go to his head. It would be safer for us all if he stayed here on Atlantis,” Caldwell argued.
John closed his eyes momentarily thinking about the destruction Rodney had caused to the Doranda’s solar system. It was true that McKay’s arrogance could have caused millions to die, and he was personally finding trouble trusting McKay’s judgment in other matters, but he wasn’t ready to reassign Rodney, “Look, McKay made a huge mistake, and he is well aware of what he caused, but I don’t want him resigned to his lab. I need him out in the field with me.”
“You can bring him in on certain missions when you need him. That’s what you do with Doctor Beckett, so I don’t see why you can’t do the same with Doctor McKay,” Caldwell debated.
“He’s part of my team and he’s not going anywhere.”
“You can have Doctor Zelenka if it would make you feel better. He’s proven himself to be logical and methodical, unlike McKay who tends to rush into things without thinking them through,” Caldwell clarified.
“McKay’s mine! End of discussion!” John asserted.
Caldwell’s eyebrows shot up in surprise, “He’s yours? Does he know that?”
John blushed, “You know what I mean. He’s my scientist and I don’t want him removed from my team.”
“I didn’t realize that you felt so strongly for him,” Caldwell teased.
“I don’t…I mean I do…but not in that way, “Sheppard explained.
Caldwell was enjoying seeing Sheppard flustered and embarrassed, “And what way is that Colonel?”
Sheppard mentally slapped himself for falling into Caldwell’s trap, “In an unscientifically inappropriate way?”
Caldwell took a step closer towards the younger man who had control over Atlantis, “You would think that the military leader of a place such as Atlantis, with all of her potential resources could communicate better. What does unscientifically inappropriate way mean exactly?”
John took a step back away from the approaching larger man and found himself up against his bed, “It means that I don’t see McKay as anything but a scientist and a friend at times. That’s all there is between Rodney and myself, so you can stop trying to fluster me into admitting something that there is not to admit.”
Caldwell stared in amusement at the man who was desperately defending himself, “I see…so he’s not yours. Would you mind if I took a stab at him then?”
Sheppard sat down on the edge of the bed in shock, “You want McKay?”
Caldwell stepped closer to the edge of the bed and stood directly in front of the dumbfounded beauty, “Why not? I think a little discipline from me, along with a firm grip could reign in some of McKay’s arrogance.”
John couldn’t believe that Caldwell was openly admitting to wanting his friend in a sexual manner, “Discipline? What would you do to him?”
Caldwell stared down into the eyes of Sheppard seeing desire and fear reflected back to him, “First, I would start with a good long spanking. A slap across his bare ass for every mistake or gripe he’s ever made…”
“Every gripe? He wouldn’t ever be able to sit down again,” John interrupted.
Caldwell smiled down at Sheppard, “Every last one. Next, I would make him stand naked with his nose in a corner begging me to spank him some more and apologizing for being such a bad little boy.”
John’s legs involuntarily opened up thinking about Rodney standing naked with his red ass exposed to Caldwell’s eyes, “What would you do next?”
Caldwell took advantage of Sheppard’s invitation and placed himself between John’s legs, “I’d rather talk about what I would do to you for all of the backtalk you’ve given me.”
Images of Colonel Sumner’s hands on his bare body flashed in John’s mind, “I’ve actually been quite respectful to you compared to how I’ve been with other COs.”
Caldwell confidently put his hand on Sheppard’s cheek and rubbed his thumb across the John’s lower lip, “I know full well about your reputation and your lack of respect towards your commanding officers. I bet you were a handful for Colonel Sumner.”
The tip of John’s tongue darted out and licked the thumb which was stroking his lip, “You could say that…but I don’t think he was complaining.”
Caldwell’s breath quickened with John’s suggestive comment, “I know I wouldn’t be complaining.” He pushed his thumb into John’s warm mouth and closed his eyes as Sheppard began sucking eagerly, “You are a handful Sheppard. It seems like you’re always in trouble…”
John let the thumb fall out of his mouth, “It’s a well known fact that my middle name is trouble, but I can’t help it, it always seems to find me.”
Caldwell slowly unfastened his belt staring at Sheppard’s mouth, “Of course you don’t. You can’t help it if the Wraith and every life sucking bug finds you tasty.”
John watched the older man unzipping his pants, “Or that I can’t seem to make new friends without offending some custom or belief, and I certainly can’t help the fact that I was put in charge of Atlantis and you were denied the opportunity.”
Caldwell’s hand stilled, “You think I’m pissed because you got what rightfully should be mine?”
“Of course you’re pissed. You’ve been treating me like crap ever since we left Earth to come back to Atlantis.”
“That’s not true.”
“You’ve questioned everything I’ve suggested over the last few months, and you eagerly took over making changes against Elizabeth’s wishes,” John rationalized.
“You think you know it all don’t you Sheppard. You think that I would let something as petty as a command post cause me to treat you any differently? The truth of the matter is that I treat you harshly because I’m jealous, not of your command, but of your apparent infatuation with the good Doctor McKay.”
John stared in utter amazement at the insane man, “There must be some sort of radiation leak on the Daedalus because you can’t possible think that I would be interested in someone like Rodney.”
Caldwell smiled, “I’m beginning to see the error of my ways. You don’t do weak and feeble. You want strong and fervent, someone who will take you on his lap and punish you when you need it.”
John placed his hands on Caldwell’s hips and pushed his pants and underwear to his knees, “And someone who knows how to fuck me into oblivion.”
Caldwell let out a gasp of breath as John licked the head of his cock teasingly running his tongue around the edge slowly, “Oh, I can definitely get into doing that baby.”
John slowly licked up and down the side of the swollen shaft enjoying the hisses of air escaping Caldwell’s mouth. He made his way down to Caldwell’s scrotum and applied soft teasing licks and inhaled the intoxicating masculine smell. He gently massaged the hairy sack as he continued to slowly lick his way back up to the head. Caldwell was frantically running his hands through John’s hair attempting to guide John’s mouth into sucking rather than licking, “Dammit John, suck me!”
John looked up into Caldwell’s eyes, “Can I call you Daddy?”
“I would prefer Steven...but if that’s the only way I can get you suck my dick, than you call me Daddy.”
John pulled away from Steven, lied back, and rested on his elbow, “I would prefer not to play if you’re not really into Daddy games.”
Caldwell ignored John’s comment and instead continued to dispose himself of all his clothing. He gave Sheppard a moment to appreciate the view, “I can play anything you want little boy.”
John smiled as Steven got up onto the bed on his knees straddling his lap, “Would you still like me to suck your dick Daddy?”
Steven groaned, “You better because I’d hate to punish my boy for being a cock tease.”
John caressed Caldwell’s legs appreciating his nakedness. He recalled how Sumner always fucked him with as much clothes on as possible and was enjoying the contrast, “Kiss me first.”
“I’ve wanted to do that since the first time you talked back to me,” Steven softly laughed. He bent down and applied a tender kiss to the lips he had wanted for so long.
“You can do better than that…” John never had a chance to finish his sentence because the force of nature name Steven Caldwell claimed his mouth in a searing kiss swallowing his tongue in the process. He struggled for breath as Caldwell attacked his mouth with an unknown urgency that had John’s head spinning in pleasure. The kiss seemed to last forever until John started pushing on Steven’s chest, “Jesus, are you trying to swallow me whole?”
“You wanted me to kiss you. Was it too intense for you?”
“A little,” John reluctantly admitted. He wanted to play a game with a fuck buddy not get emotionally involved. Emotions had only gotten him hurt in the past; they made him vulnerable, so he had sworn to himself that he would keep them out of the bedroom.
Caldwell stared intently at John, “You want me to stop?”
“No…just don’t be so consuming,” he smiled pulling Caldwell’s cock towards his mouth. He wasted no time and began deep-throating the older man nearly gagging when Caldwell suddenly began shoving his hips in and out. John relaxed his mouth and throat and allowed the eager man to fuck his mouth.
Caldwell watched his cock going in and out of John’s mouth, “You have such a pretty mouth. I knew you’d be good at this. Are you enjoying yourself?”
John applied kisses to the top of Steven’s cock, “I love sucking you Daddy. You feel so good in my mouth.”
“I’m going to feel even better buried inside your ass.”
“Umm…I can’t wait to feel you Daddy,” John teasingly remarked before swallowing Steven’s cock again.
Caldwell allowed Sheppard to suck until he felt like he would explode. He grabbed John’s hair and yanked on it firmly dislodging his cock from Sheppard’s mouth, “That was sweet baby, but I want to play with you for a while now.” He pulled John’s shirt over his head and pressed John down onto his back and claimed his mouth in another intense kiss that left the younger man struggling for breath, “Your mouth is so fucking hot. I could kiss you forever.” He made a wet trail of kisses down John’s chest towards his stomach paying close attention to nipples and a certain belly button. He blew soft kisses along the flat plains of John’s stomach enjoying the goose bumps that appeared.
John closed his eyes in pleasure as Caldwell devoured every inch of his body. Sumner had been quick and harsh while Caldwell was being methodical and tender, “Please touch me Daddy.”
“I am touching you sweetness.”
“You know what I mean,” John clarified with the lifting of his hips. John purred like a cat when Steven slowly stripped him of his remaining clothes. He writhed in ecstasy as Caldwell licked both of his feet and sucked on each one of his toes, “I’ve heard of being eaten alive before but you put a whole new spin on the expression.”
“I’m going to show you all the love a daddy should show his boy,” Steven replied licking John’s left leg from his foot to his upper thigh. He then took John’s right leg and gave it the same treatment, “A beauty like you was made to be worshipped.”
John arched his back as his legs were spread apart and he felt Steven’s wicked tongue licking its way down both of his inner thighs, “Hold your legs for me baby. Daddy wants to taste you.” John scrambled to do what he was told, and he sucked on his lower lip in pleasure as he felt Steven’s hot breath upon his opening, “So fucking beautiful…you look so hot spread out like this for me.” He darted his tongue gently out to lick the rim of the red tight opening. He smiled when he heard John’s breath catch in his chest, “You taste so fucking good baby. I wish you could watch your little hole pulsating in need. It wants my tongue so bad…”
“Please stick it in Daddy. Give my greedy little hole what it wants,” John impatiently interrupted.
Caldwell let out a depraved laugh “Didn’t know my boy was a slut for rimming.”
“I can’t help it Daddy. I just love the feel of the wetness poking itself inside my hole.” John beamed in pleasure as he felt Caldwell’s tongue licking and penetrating his opening. He knew that he was acting like a sex-starved slut with his knees pulled up to his chest allowing the older man, who in all fairness should have been his superior officer on Atlantis, to claim his ass for the taking. He wiggled around like a bitch in heat when he felt the two wet fingers inserted inside twisting and exploring until they brushed across his prostate, “Oh God! Fuck yeah! That’s really fucking good Daddy.”
Caldwell continued to prepare Sheppard enjoying every moan, gasp, and purr of pleasure coming from his boy, “Maybe I should call you Kitten rather than Boy.”
“You can call me anything as long as you…umm…keep doing what you’re doing.”
Caldwell slowly pulled his two fingers out watching in appreciation as the stretched hole tried to recover from the violation. He stuck his tongue inside the opened orifice gaining more access to the inner walls of John’s body. He savored the unique taste of his new lover and tried to control the desire to fuck the boy unconscious. His dick was leaking precum all over the bedding, and he knew it wouldn’t be long before he was inside his little boy. He removed his tongue much to the voiced displeasure of John, and inserted three fingers inside the opening, “Daddy’s going to fuck you so good baby…Going to pummel your little hole real good.”
John felt himself sliding towards Steven on the bed, fucking himself shamelessly on Steven’s fingers, “I want you so bad Daddy. I want your big dick fucking me into the mattress.” He squeezed his own cock trying to gain control of the threatening orgasm. He wanted to come while Caldwell was inside of him. “I don’t know how much longer I can hold off here. I’m so fucking hot…”
“Yes, you are very fucking hot,” Steven interrupted pulling out his fingers. He got back on his knees positioned himself at John’s entrance and slowly began penetrating the beautiful man’s body. He saw John squeeze his eyes shut in pain, but he kept steadily pushing in hoping that John would open up for him fully. He bent down and sucked and bit on John’s nipples trying to get him to relax and to take his mind off of the discomfort of being impaled on his impressively large cock.
John continued to hold his knees back to his chest willing himself to relax. He held his breath as he felt his sphincter dilating and accepting the invading object. He smiled as he felt the steel-hard cock sinking down deep inside, “Umm…that’s it.”
Caldwell felt like both of his heads were going to explode in unbelievable pleasure, “You’re so fucking tight…It’s taking everything in me not to shoot my load inside you.”
“I know the feeling Daddy. You feel so good inside me.”
Steven grabbed John’s ankles and spread his legs even further apart enjoying the view of his dick going in and out of John. He pulled completely out, rubbed the head of his cock around the outside of John’s opening, and gently reinserted himself back inside the non-resisting hole.
“Umm…yes, yes…fuck that’s good,” John moaned encouragingly. He looked up into Steven’s eyes and felt an overwhelming intensity spread throughout his body. Sumner had never taken him on his back and he was beginning to feel an emotional closeness to his new lover that he didn’t want to feel. He grabbed Caldwell’s biceps and squeezed hard as the pleasure and the intensity threatened to consume him, “Daddy…it’s too much. Please…stop.”
Steven heard the request, recognized the signs of panic, but instead of stopping he only slowed his movement, “I’m not stopping Boy.”
John struggled against the weight resting on his body, “Please…”
Steven held John’s arms down firmly and continued to thrust slowly in and out of while kissing John’s neck and face, “Baby, it’s going to be okay. Daddy’s got you. I’m not going to hurt you. Let me in.” He applied a tender kiss to John’s mouth hoping that John wouldn’t ask him to stop again. He began thrusting harder and quicker trying to distract John with physical pleasure. He lifted himself up, put John’s legs over his shoulders, and began stroking John’s cock, “Daddy wants his little boy’s spunk spilling all over his hand. Do you think you can do that for Daddy?”
John shuddered in pleasure trying to push the intense feelings aside, “Yes…I can do that for you Daddy. Will you fill me up with your cum?”
Steven closed his eyes in tortured pleasure, “Oh fuck yeah, I’m going to fill you up with so much cum you’ll still feel it leaking out of you tomorrow.” Steven continued to stroke John’s cock and pound into his ass relentlessly until he felt warm liquid spilling onto his hands. The sound of John’s climax along with muscles clamping down on his cock sent him over the edge, “That’s it baby…you are such a good boy…keep squeezing the cum out of me.”
John closed his eyes in exhaustion enjoying the feeling of Steven coating his insides. He had never climaxed so hard in all of his life, “Were you trying to fuck me into a coma?”
Steven slowly pulled out of John laughing, “No, I was trying to fuck you into the mattress like you wanted.”
“Well, you did that alright. I think I’m stuck to this spot. I can’t fucking move.”
“I hope we don’t have to get Doctor Beckett in here to perform emergency surgery,” Steven replied peeling himself off of John and resting on his side facing his new lover. “Or maybe I should call McKay in here to investigate the phenomenon.”
John suddenly turned onto his side facing Caldwell, “Looks like I figured it out myself. McKay can stay the hell out of my bedroom.”
“Can I stay?”
Such a simple request John thought. Why can’t I say yes? “It’s probably not a good idea.”
Steven decided to play it cool, “I understand. It did get a little intense. Probably a good idea if this never happened again right?”
John wanted to say no, but he knew the ramifications of having sex again with Caldwell would lead to emotional attachment, “Probably right.”
Caldwell got off the bed and began dressing hiding his disappointment the only way he knew how, “So, are you going to keep the changes I made while you were recovering from your mutation?”
John recognized Caldwell’s defensive walls coming up. He really couldn’t blame the man. He had learned a long time ago that walls kept people from hurting you and from finding your weaknesses, “The teams stay the same. Everything else you changed is fine.”
Caldwell turned his back on John finishing dressing, “Well, at any rate I appreciate you hearing my case out. It is ultimately your decision of course; I just hope that you can control McKay out in the field. I’ll be on board the Daedalus if you need me.”
As John watched Caldwell walk out of his quarters, he was filled with remorse and shame about his inability to let people inside the real world of John Sheppard; especially, an older officer with an incredible ability to make him feel wanted and safe. He had never had such an intense session in bed with a woman or man, but he wasn’t about to let himself be sucked further into the world of Colonel Steven Caldwell, and he sure as hell wasn’t going to let Caldwell inside again. After all, no wall was impenetrable, and he knew spending time with Caldwell would cause his walls to crumble; and that could only lead to further pain and suffering, like it had with Sumner.
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